Saturday, December 5, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
SHUT UP !!
*sigh* so when i get a point of view that i don't wanna hear, i jump straight into defense mode. .which was the case EARLY this morning. .first of all, im not a morning person ! i let that go cuz this is someone i care about. .i couldn't do anything but sit on the phone and take it because i didn't want him thinking my defense mode was putting a wall up to {what he calls} the obvious. .honestly, im just a naturally argumentative person && that has always been my downfall. .i will admit, i DON'T like hearing someone on the outside telling me the truth, especially if im in avoidance of it.
long story short, it was my current boyfriend telling me that im not over my ex-boyfriend. .which i TOTALLY am !
the funny thing was that im listening to this account of why he thinks so, but i have nothing to argue back. .it was as if. .NO, I LOST !
ha. .thats another problem that i have, i can't take criticism. .i always have to argue my point && feel like i won or had the last word. .but in this case, i didn't. .after he finished making his point though, he told me how he felt about me and went back to normal conversation.
what i loved though, was that during the conversation {WELL WHILE HE WAS TALKING, CUZ HE WAS THE DOMINANT ONE} he continued to tell me "babe, this is me telling you this as a man, and NOT as your man". .he has grown to become a confidant, a friend, and a lover. we can always talk about anything && everything. .@ that point though, i felt that he called my bluff and all i wanted to do was tell him to SHUT UP ! but he was right and i was wrong && after he made me see that. .
I WAS PISSED !!!
but now that im letting it out this CONSTRUCTIVE way, i feel better. .AS MUCH AS I WANNA CALL HIM BACK TO ARGUE MY POINT, IT KINDA JUST FURTHERS HIS POINT && I NEED TO GET OVER IT. .
wooooooooooo sahhhhhhhhhh. .IM OVER IT ! THANKS FOR LISTNIN. .nowwwwww
With Love,
Riyya Ai'sha
Laughs of the Day. .
these are just some of the things that had me dyyyyyinnnng. .remember:
LAUGHTER IS MEDICINE FOR THE SOUL !
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Tiger "Cheetah" Woods
I think the name fits. .l0l, so anyway its outrageous that ppl are quick to judge this man. .he's 2 things: a MAN {they're programmed to cheat}, && a human, who should only be judged by his Maker ! Honestly, I'm not in the least bit concerned with this topic but since it seems to be the buzz, why the heck not test the waters ? First of all, I don't think he handled it like a black man. .the first thing he said when he called && left the vm on this chicks phone is "hey its tiger" !!! C'mon *throws hands in the air* DEAD GIVAWAY TIGERRRR ! Sheesh. .&& instead of him TELLING her to take her name off the vm, he's politely ASKING her to do so. .that's given the obvious that he prob bought her a bunch of shit. .&& gave her money on top of it ! DEMAND HER TIGER, THAT'S THE G-CODE. .if you had done it right, seeing that you have all that money, she would have a private cell phone just for you. .
Look @ me tryna show him the g-code, I should be ashamed of myself. .but honestly I'm not !
2 words for you Tiger
Swag 101. .that's all I'm saying
With Love,
Riyya Ai'sha
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My 23rd Birthday
January 17th 2010
this birthday is kinda bittersweet. .i just can't help but feel like im getting old {ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I AM !} ALLS I KNOW IS. .IM GETTING EXACTLY WHAT I WANT THIS TIME AROUND. .of course i want to be with my family && my lovely {getting too big for her own good} daughter. .&& end up doing something nice and intimate with my bf. .im still tryna figure out what he has up his sleeve, cuz like for the past 2 weeks all i been talking about is my birthday. .l0l. .so by now if he hasn't gotten my hints then pssshhh idk. .but everytime i mention something ITS BIG. .so im thinking in the back of his head, he's thinking "this b**** is outta her mind" hahaha. .but so what !
you know what. .im gonna post my wishlist && that is all
With Love,
Riyya Ai'sha
